WE SO CUTE.
27.4.11
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.
The title pretty much says it all. I just need to be done with it all.
"The best feeling in the world comes when you realize that you're perfectly happy without the people you thought you needed most."
I'm not sayig it'll come easy, but it'll come and when it does- it'll be great.
"The best feeling in the world comes when you realize that you're perfectly happy without the people you thought you needed most."
I'm not sayig it'll come easy, but it'll come and when it does- it'll be great.
8.4.11
"I've got 99 problems.."
Being in high school I think it's natural to feel like there are other people that are better than you. And lately I've been thinking this a lot, and mainly about one girl. She's adorable, she has the perfect car, the cutest clothes she's friends with everyone and no one has a mean thing to say about her. But tonight when I was talking to a friend she told me how this girl was having some issues, and I started thinking about how I pictured her to have this perfect life, when really everyone has their trials. Some just make it more known than others.
Don’t think when you have troubles
That your neighbor goes scot-free
Because he shows a smiling front
And battles cheerfully.
No, Man! He, too, has troubles,
But herein the difference lies,
While you go idly moping round,
The other fellow tries.
Don’t envy other people;
Maybe, if the truth you knew,
You’d find their burdens heavier far
Than is the case with you.
Because a fellow, rain or shine,
Can show a smiling face,
Don’t think you’d have an easier time
If you could take his place.
‘Tis hope and cheery courage
That incite one to retrieve
One’s past mistakes, to start afresh,
To dare and to achieve.
So smile, and if perchance you light
The spark of hope anew
In some poor sad and burdened heart,
All honor be to you.
-Anonymous
Don’t think when you have troubles
That your neighbor goes scot-free
Because he shows a smiling front
And battles cheerfully.
No, Man! He, too, has troubles,
But herein the difference lies,
While you go idly moping round,
The other fellow tries.
Don’t envy other people;
Maybe, if the truth you knew,
You’d find their burdens heavier far
Than is the case with you.
Because a fellow, rain or shine,
Can show a smiling face,
Don’t think you’d have an easier time
If you could take his place.
‘Tis hope and cheery courage
That incite one to retrieve
One’s past mistakes, to start afresh,
To dare and to achieve.
So smile, and if perchance you light
The spark of hope anew
In some poor sad and burdened heart,
All honor be to you.
-Anonymous
7.4.11
It's a twisted story.
It happens everyday. And it goes a little something like this:
We text right after school.
By dinner time we've already started fighting.
By 9 we've apologized.
He calls at 10.
We talk until one of us can't fight the tiredness anymore.
DO IT AGAIN THE NEXT DAY.
And you know what? I hate this. So Today I decided I wasn't going to text him because last night was bad. And I was doing soo well. Yeah, it was hard. Really hard. It felt like something was missing, a couple times I had to stop what I was doing because I thought I had forgotten something. But no, it was just because Brady wasn't talking to me. But right when I started telling myself I could do this and it won't be as hard as I think it'll be, he texted me. Trying to act like nothing was wrong, when we both stopped talking while we were angry last night. And I know that's the worst thing to do. My Dad will always tell me, "Alls, you can be mad at someone just make sure you forgive them before you say goodbye." But it just made me soo angry how he just texted me like nothing happened, it's like he knows I'll be holding on and that I'm trying to let go but he doesn't want me to let go because he likes that I care so much it does something for his ego. It builds him up knowing that he can take me down at any second.
"Please don't make me wait just because you know I will"
We text right after school.
By dinner time we've already started fighting.
By 9 we've apologized.
He calls at 10.
We talk until one of us can't fight the tiredness anymore.
DO IT AGAIN THE NEXT DAY.
And you know what? I hate this. So Today I decided I wasn't going to text him because last night was bad. And I was doing soo well. Yeah, it was hard. Really hard. It felt like something was missing, a couple times I had to stop what I was doing because I thought I had forgotten something. But no, it was just because Brady wasn't talking to me. But right when I started telling myself I could do this and it won't be as hard as I think it'll be, he texted me. Trying to act like nothing was wrong, when we both stopped talking while we were angry last night. And I know that's the worst thing to do. My Dad will always tell me, "Alls, you can be mad at someone just make sure you forgive them before you say goodbye." But it just made me soo angry how he just texted me like nothing happened, it's like he knows I'll be holding on and that I'm trying to let go but he doesn't want me to let go because he likes that I care so much it does something for his ego. It builds him up knowing that he can take me down at any second.
"Please don't make me wait just because you know I will"
6.4.11
I guess it's a bit funny
We all claim to expect nothing from people, or atleast I do from a certain person, and in that sense we’re never disappointed. But who can really keep their hearts from hoping, even a little bit?
We all hope that someone will surprise us, that someone will be different, that someone will prove themselves to be above the heard rending pain we’ve had before. But in the end it just feels like its the same person, the same relationship, the same conversation and excuses… wearing a mask of a different face.
We fall, look around for someone to blame… then we get back up and do it all again.
We all hope that someone will surprise us, that someone will be different, that someone will prove themselves to be above the heard rending pain we’ve had before. But in the end it just feels like its the same person, the same relationship, the same conversation and excuses… wearing a mask of a different face.
We fall, look around for someone to blame… then we get back up and do it all again.
4.4.11
Everything and Nothing.
He's annoying. He's hilarious. He's the world's biggest jerk, he makes me want to scream, he ruins my day and saves it at the last minute, he drives me crazy, he's out of his mind, I hate his guts and he's everything I want.
It's a problem.
I'm a girl obsessed. With getting a car. But you see, I have a bit of a dilemma. I don't have a job. So I can't pay for the insurance and gas. And you know what that means, No tengo el coche. But for now I'm stuck dreaming about a dodge nitro or a mini cooper. Love em'.
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